R.I.P

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YESTERDAY MY BELOVED GERMAN SHEPARD CHER WAS RUSHED TO THE VET HOSPITAL THE LARGE GROWTH IN HER NECK HAD PARALYZED HER NECK.

AT ABOUT 3:00 I CALLED MY HOUSE TO CHECK ON HER CONDITION WHILE I WAS ON DELIVERY CALLS........SHE WAS GONE.

I DON'T KNOW IF THEY HAD TO PUT HER TO SLEEP OR IF SHE DIED WHILE THERE BUT I AM BOTH ANGRY AND SORROWFULL OVER HER DEPARTURE FROM THIS WORLD.

I am angry because she never did anything to deserve the kind of bad luck and bad health that she was dealt. she never bit anyone nor had she ever attacked anyone. she never ran away in fact the only bad thing that she had ever done in her life was use the bathroom in the house a few times.
and yet over the course of her life she has been savaged by dogs three times her size, plagued by unrelenting fleas, stricken with tumors and hematomas that cost her a toe and her ability to walk normally and without pain.

as some of you may know i was stricken with an affliction of the mind that cost me my social life, my job, and my health as well as more than a week's worth of sleep. It involved paranoia, uncontrollable emotional break downs, and horridly haunting images and nightmares.

 And yet through it all she stayed by my side with the rest of my family doing her best to comfort me. weather it was letting me hold onto her for support and protection, or just sleeping beside me as a reassuring presence.

I will forever be in her debt

.........................i'm sorry i'll talk more later.......I can't type while crying.
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BurnedSmackdown's avatar
Having had to bury 2 pets of mine I know the pain man